hiii everybody...
p3nNy nid ur help here:-(..
very fan oh bout making decision.. nid u guys help me think think bit ya^^
nw i no study no work.. ever think of working n ever think of study too..
i wan go learn manicure then after tat open a shop wif my sis's amy.. in dis case my dad support me to do tat so.. he said no matter hw expensive, if i like to do he will support me .. BUT, i oso ever think of study..i had been worked for bout 1 month wif my dad.. at shop.. i knew it was a very tired job!!..haih.. so fan..
n if i start a nails business.. suRE alot of ppl will look down at me de.. family, fren, even cousin.. coz they will said tat :'; aiya, ur dad got money for u to study u oso dunwn to study, so stupid! @.@'' n plus my cousin tat side many of them are very smart.. some go to singapore , some at aust... n some at USA agen.. n me ? at kk doing ntg... haih.. chamm...
guys.. must help me on dis ... wuhuhuhu
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Saturday, October 24, 2009
days getting diff
最近听见很多事情，自己也觉得世界好像随时都会消失，觉得蛮可怕。。。
心情也觉得很不安。无法接受很多可悲的事实。。。
可是命运就轮不到自己决定。
能做些什么？我也不知道。。。
但是我的意见就是。。。。。
“缘分让我们成为朋友，就要珍惜。不是随意闹翻脸。。。可是偏偏我越不喜欢的事就发生在我的身上。
他们根本就不晓得失去朋友的痛。。。或是失去其他在乎他们的人。。。”
“今天不知明天会发生什么事，
珍惜所有身边在乎以及关心你的人，
不要等到失去了才后悔。”
“我们也必须懂得把握机会，
机会到了就把握，当机会不是你的就不要浪费时间。
也不要犹豫那么多障碍，努力去最求自己的梦想才是最重要的。”
心情也觉得很不安。无法接受很多可悲的事实。。。
可是命运就轮不到自己决定。
能做些什么？我也不知道。。。
但是我的意见就是。。。。。
“缘分让我们成为朋友，就要珍惜。不是随意闹翻脸。。。可是偏偏我越不喜欢的事就发生在我的身上。
他们根本就不晓得失去朋友的痛。。。或是失去其他在乎他们的人。。。”
“今天不知明天会发生什么事，
珍惜所有身边在乎以及关心你的人，
不要等到失去了才后悔。”
“我们也必须懂得把握机会，
机会到了就把握，当机会不是你的就不要浪费时间。
也不要犹豫那么多障碍，努力去最求自己的梦想才是最重要的。”
Sunday, October 18, 2009
A short story
Here goes.. although this is an ordinary picture... but, actually I wanna mention this lady and her husband in red. I can felt she is a loving wife and mother. Her husband actually is blind. When I saw them reach this station, she vr caring helping out her husband with smiling face... then looks after her lil son. That's not easy for a lil lady have to take care of a husband and a son who still young.. Most wonderful thing is.. in this kind of situation and a terrible weather, she still have a wonderful mood, she smiling, left hand side holding her husband, and right hand side holding her son, walk together and keep talking to her husband and son happily. Although her husband is blind, but he also not helpless. Her husband also looks happily ho have a lovely wife and a son. Her husband also with smiling face.
From here, I feel that don't think life is tough if you willing to do.
Happiness is always surround us, just depend how we feel only.
We never satisfy ourselves easily, that is why we do not have happiness.
Anything think positive, life will feel better.
Smile is the beginning of happiness. So, smile.
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Hung cant skip this.. This is for you muahahha~!!!
Hung kor.. miss you so much too...
I damn miss the moment we hang out.. study group.. having class.. assignment discussion..
You know what.. me here less classmate as active as you... hehe...
Temporary there's no 1 like u that active.. have fun with lecturers.. manage class... change timetable.. hehe... I keep thinking that How nice if claire, bong and tan at my classroom.. :))))
So far, I wonder do you have ride to school and back to hm everyday?
Cant wait the day I back to kk can meet u gals again hehehehe...
Recently I am the sleeping beauty in a "lovely" KTM even stand also can have a short nap sometimes lolz... ytd is the most funny thing in class.. when having economy class.. I did concentrate to listen what lecturer teaching but after half an hour I just realise that I actually is in a dream... LOLZ.. then I wake up and c'nue to pay attention in class..
The 1st week my of new term is my sucks week... but 2nd week is better cz I getting more friends in class.. recently just knew a nice friend from china.. she always fetch me back to KTM after finish class.. I am appreciate on her much.. after knew her I can save my 20-30mins walking to KTM station lolz.. This was an unbelievable thing... cz I never though china ppl also that nice haha... this gal not only nice, and also straight foward always ask me to DIET. ROFL.. hung, i also miss the day fetch you to school and back from school everyday.. I enjoy it actually lolz.. cz whenever you get in my car you always bring a cheerful mood for me and cause me have better mood in study honestly.. especially 8am class hahaha!! nw my 8am class not as fun as last time.. my 8am just sucks lolz.. almost be sleeping beauty in class.. 1 thing is you still appreciate me much? cz sumtimes i almost cause u late to class la girl hahahaha!!!
Hung what are you doing now huh? i less see you have any new pic in FB.. macam hilang diri in FB :((( I only saw bong keep up-load a lot of pic there.. you fast fast up-date some lovely face to your FB la.. kakaka
Alright gotta continue my speech next time.. this weekened gonna be busy weekend too.. cz my lovely family already at KL too for my cousin's wedding. And of cz what my friend said is right I gotta diet.. intro a new friend for u guys.. this girl's name is Yuan Yuan.. Surprice for me she is same Zodiac with me no wonder so nice.. ROFL
Help me send regards to Dr alan, miss maria, Pn. Zakiah, Mr Billy, all my lovely lecturer pls.. damn miss them wahahaha
Adious~! to be continue..... :)))))))))))))
I damn miss the moment we hang out.. study group.. having class.. assignment discussion..
You know what.. me here less classmate as active as you... hehe...
Temporary there's no 1 like u that active.. have fun with lecturers.. manage class... change timetable.. hehe... I keep thinking that How nice if claire, bong and tan at my classroom.. :))))
So far, I wonder do you have ride to school and back to hm everyday?
Cant wait the day I back to kk can meet u gals again hehehehe...
Recently I am the sleeping beauty in a "lovely" KTM even stand also can have a short nap sometimes lolz... ytd is the most funny thing in class.. when having economy class.. I did concentrate to listen what lecturer teaching but after half an hour I just realise that I actually is in a dream... LOLZ.. then I wake up and c'nue to pay attention in class..
The 1st week my of new term is my sucks week... but 2nd week is better cz I getting more friends in class.. recently just knew a nice friend from china.. she always fetch me back to KTM after finish class.. I am appreciate on her much.. after knew her I can save my 20-30mins walking to KTM station lolz.. This was an unbelievable thing... cz I never though china ppl also that nice haha... this gal not only nice, and also straight foward always ask me to DIET. ROFL.. hung, i also miss the day fetch you to school and back from school everyday.. I enjoy it actually lolz.. cz whenever you get in my car you always bring a cheerful mood for me and cause me have better mood in study honestly.. especially 8am class hahaha!! nw my 8am class not as fun as last time.. my 8am just sucks lolz.. almost be sleeping beauty in class.. 1 thing is you still appreciate me much? cz sumtimes i almost cause u late to class la girl hahahaha!!!
Hung what are you doing now huh? i less see you have any new pic in FB.. macam hilang diri in FB :((( I only saw bong keep up-load a lot of pic there.. you fast fast up-date some lovely face to your FB la.. kakaka
Alright gotta continue my speech next time.. this weekened gonna be busy weekend too.. cz my lovely family already at KL too for my cousin's wedding. And of cz what my friend said is right I gotta diet.. intro a new friend for u guys.. this girl's name is Yuan Yuan.. Surprice for me she is same Zodiac with me no wonder so nice.. ROFL
Help me send regards to Dr alan, miss maria, Pn. Zakiah, Mr Billy, all my lovely lecturer pls.. damn miss them wahahaha
Adious~! to be continue..... :)))))))))))))
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
A Friend
Dear Joanne,
hello babe, I miss u ~ hmm, 2day ur face kept pop up on my mind, I suddenly think of u in the whole noon!!!='[ I missing the moment that we were together..I miss the time that u always send to college and back from college everyday, thanks for always came putatan fetched me to somewhere( shopping, movie, nyam cha, clubbing, supper.......) thanks for often accompany me to do the test/final exam's revision before...n do the assignment til mid night, studied the stupid moral study...... thanks~ I miss u very very very MUCH~ LOVE JOANNE.. such a nice friend!!
how are you this recently? haha.. sob sob.. .. ... .. ..
Love- MIKAN
hello babe, I miss u ~ hmm, 2day ur face kept pop up on my mind, I suddenly think of u in the whole noon!!!='[ I missing the moment that we were together..I miss the time that u always send to college and back from college everyday, thanks for always came putatan fetched me to somewhere( shopping, movie, nyam cha, clubbing, supper.......) thanks for often accompany me to do the test/final exam's revision before...n do the assignment til mid night, studied the stupid moral study...... thanks~ I miss u very very very MUCH~ LOVE JOANNE.. such a nice friend!!
how are you this recently? haha.. sob sob.. .. ... .. ..
Love- MIKAN
Monday, September 21, 2009
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Oh my sabahan~! hahahaha
Where you born, where you would love to stay.. dun matter other place better environment, more food and more high tech facilities... even much much better than your own hometown.. you will miss ur hometown a lots!!
Whoa~ now all I can say.. I damn miss sabah food... even KL food can beat sabahan food..
although KL have a lot of nice food.. but I still miss KK luk luk... dim sum... wo tie(dumpling)...sheng rou mian... fish head bihun... even the bukit padang stall food also better than KL food a lots... (slobering)...
whenever around kk.. I hate to make decision for where to eat.. but when this time back to kk I comfirm lead where to eat.. any decision make by myself muahahaha... actually this is my second time at KL.. unbelievable for missing KK again lolz... when last time back to kk I miss KL.. but when I at KL i miss kk.. funny!
the feeling diff from last time... maybe all my friends surround me and meet up with me also sabahan.. seeing their face also think of KK lolz...
About ppl.. I have nth to say... I'm not enjoy mixing KL ppl but i better mix with ppl from foreign country lolz...
sure will have more chance to mix with ppl from foreign country keke.. now i temporary know a friend from china.. not bad.. she quite nice.. I heard there jave korean classmate too lolz.. better take a chance to get to know korean ppl and learn more korean language from them hehe..
I bet I'll back to KK after i complete and fulfill my dreams..
Whoa~ now all I can say.. I damn miss sabah food... even KL food can beat sabahan food..
although KL have a lot of nice food.. but I still miss KK luk luk... dim sum... wo tie(dumpling)...sheng rou mian... fish head bihun... even the bukit padang stall food also better than KL food a lots... (slobering)...
whenever around kk.. I hate to make decision for where to eat.. but when this time back to kk I comfirm lead where to eat.. any decision make by myself muahahaha... actually this is my second time at KL.. unbelievable for missing KK again lolz... when last time back to kk I miss KL.. but when I at KL i miss kk.. funny!
the feeling diff from last time... maybe all my friends surround me and meet up with me also sabahan.. seeing their face also think of KK lolz...
About ppl.. I have nth to say... I'm not enjoy mixing KL ppl but i better mix with ppl from foreign country lolz...
sure will have more chance to mix with ppl from foreign country keke.. now i temporary know a friend from china.. not bad.. she quite nice.. I heard there jave korean classmate too lolz.. better take a chance to get to know korean ppl and learn more korean language from them hehe..
I bet I'll back to KK after i complete and fulfill my dreams..
Friday, September 11, 2009
bong says
Its been awhile i havent log in to the blog to keep me updated or get updated to all of you..hehe Well, life wont be suck without love :D I'm feeling great to have friends like all of you, i can survive without love and do things by my own! how great i slowly to get used of it.. Perhaps, friends are forever, but boyfriend may not be the one with you forever, when he is not your Mr. Right, that means it's time to say goodbye. There is no point forcing to be together. When he is yours, he still remains yours. Many of them tell me that there are still many kinds of guys out there in the world, why still have to worry much? haha Indeed, love has been great for me. So,I'm looking forward to have a greater one! Girls, cheers for it :)
The life now is good. Class're boring sometimes but friends is the reason for me to go to class. haha But studies still are the part of my life now.. hehe so i have to appreciate what i have now.
Mr. Lawrence has shown us a slide show between the poor and rich and that reminds me how great I'm having now. We shouldn't waste the food. Damn, i've seen the skinniest ppl in the world and the legs like sooooooooo thin like a stick.. I'm even better than them more..AHAHA Then, water shoulnt be wasted. The poor is like using the cow's pee shower? and even drink the pee.. oh man! can u imagine it?
Take care ya all my friends~ cheers for life :D
The life now is good. Class're boring sometimes but friends is the reason for me to go to class. haha But studies still are the part of my life now.. hehe so i have to appreciate what i have now.
Mr. Lawrence has shown us a slide show between the poor and rich and that reminds me how great I'm having now. We shouldn't waste the food. Damn, i've seen the skinniest ppl in the world and the legs like sooooooooo thin like a stick.. I'm even better than them more..AHAHA Then, water shoulnt be wasted. The poor is like using the cow's pee shower? and even drink the pee.. oh man! can u imagine it?
Take care ya all my friends~ cheers for life :D
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Recently's Live
I felt that my life quite chaos recently, my live seem closer to devil characteristic... sigh~ I felt sorry and unknown feelings for everything that happened to me. I almost quarrel with my sister everyday, I cant be patience to her anymore when we had a quarrel, so I will argue to her until she shut up! well, I will feel so sad after it.... cant be like that anymore.. =]
Here, I want to say sorry to james too- haha.. cindy said I had a bit over & I think I might be hurt him also ,sometimes- perhaps =)! but honestly speaking, he really so annoying me by always talked some 'birds words' in front of me.. NOISY but, anyway- even how bad i had treated to you, I always still will assume you're very good friend coz i know you're kind person and just kidding at all the time! I meant it =) however, please don't always speak something that less meaningful & not funny's things!
Yet, there still got a fren quite annoying me! but I think maybe I should not take part in her life ( coz I dun1 bring any trouble & hurt her 1day, Im quite straightforward & frank smtimes, i worry that i'll say smthing that make her =( 1day ) . Gal, many friends are worrying you now, maybe sometimes we really make you quite =( or dont agree with your opinion or yours point of view, but we really very care you and love you, otherwise we wont keep worrying at you and try to do discussion with you and care you!! maybe our words or opinion were hurting you but because we really love you as our friend! anyway, take a good care....
I told myself that dont talk smthing rude to other people anymore, coz princess wont do such things to other people.. caring and loving is the action that I should learn =)
Well, I REALLY LOVE ALL OF MY FRIENDS even to those friends that I seldom meet or contact to them, but I always remember your guys =) I MEANT IT <3
Here, I want to say sorry to james too- haha.. cindy said I had a bit over & I think I might be hurt him also ,sometimes- perhaps =)! but honestly speaking, he really so annoying me by always talked some 'birds words' in front of me.. NOISY but, anyway- even how bad i had treated to you, I always still will assume you're very good friend coz i know you're kind person and just kidding at all the time! I meant it =) however, please don't always speak something that less meaningful & not funny's things!
Yet, there still got a fren quite annoying me! but I think maybe I should not take part in her life ( coz I dun1 bring any trouble & hurt her 1day, Im quite straightforward & frank smtimes, i worry that i'll say smthing that make her =( 1day ) . Gal, many friends are worrying you now, maybe sometimes we really make you quite =( or dont agree with your opinion or yours point of view, but we really very care you and love you, otherwise we wont keep worrying at you and try to do discussion with you and care you!! maybe our words or opinion were hurting you but because we really love you as our friend! anyway, take a good care....
I told myself that dont talk smthing rude to other people anymore, coz princess wont do such things to other people.. caring and loving is the action that I should learn =)
Well, I REALLY LOVE ALL OF MY FRIENDS even to those friends that I seldom meet or contact to them, but I always remember your guys =) I MEANT IT <3
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Yes, I can! :)
Hmmm.. thanks goodness.. anything might be a fate for me..
not because of have a lot of chance to meet my undying friend i guess I cant even stand it till now.. Thanks for advicing me much..
Yeah, u are right.. dun anything take that seriouse...
Although I felt there's a lot of difficulties for me at KL but I sure I can handle it..
I cant even think life is that weak... be strong :)
Cant even complain and blame anything much.. choice is chosen by myself.. I have to success and face it.. I cant hide, I cant give up and even turning back..
It's not a game but it's a way for me... So, I have to pass all along the road I have been chosen.
I hope I can hear more from anyone of you in coming bloggie Hehe~!
not because of have a lot of chance to meet my undying friend i guess I cant even stand it till now.. Thanks for advicing me much..
Yeah, u are right.. dun anything take that seriouse...
Although I felt there's a lot of difficulties for me at KL but I sure I can handle it..
I cant even think life is that weak... be strong :)
Cant even complain and blame anything much.. choice is chosen by myself.. I have to success and face it.. I cant hide, I cant give up and even turning back..
It's not a game but it's a way for me... So, I have to pass all along the road I have been chosen.
I hope I can hear more from anyone of you in coming bloggie Hehe~!
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Okay.
Okay, I mean it this time. Dr. Alan called. I've got more than 70% on average. Yay? Extremely likely to go to Nottingham now. Hurrah.
Monday, September 7, 2009
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Gonna have alone life soon @.@
Well today I just try to find room for rent.. thx Joseph for bringing me around..
I have no choice (sigh)... So far ideal rooms are about rm450 with air-cond... rm300 for without air-cond no streamyx too aiks...
A long story for my weekend... although that will be a nice weekend for me but I have a big trouble on me which is I have no hp.. that's 1st time I'm that "big head prawn" Sad.. I cant survive without mobile only 1 day.. and these few days is the days I need mobile.. However thx god I can meet my friends successfully... sat I meet sonny luckily she can find me... the next day is joseph.. I ask him no need to be punctual.. but i earlier reach.. i always wait for 15 mins and i though he already forgot to meet me.. then I take a cab to sunway... What a silly action.. I thinking whether wanna watch movie or not.. But I dunno why I cant even have a mood to do so and I just think head back to the place I date joseph wait for him.. then I head back.. when I reach I just saw his car pass by ans he park aside.. finally we meet up.. Thx for his patience bringing me around looks for rooms we almost spend about 4 hrs for find rooms.. phew.. then finally i back hm..
These 2 days really tiring me...
Sigh after move out.. life getting bored.. :(((
But there have no choice I have to face it.. choice is chosen by myself cant even thinking of give up... Be strong. :)
I have no choice (sigh)... So far ideal rooms are about rm450 with air-cond... rm300 for without air-cond no streamyx too aiks...
A long story for my weekend... although that will be a nice weekend for me but I have a big trouble on me which is I have no hp.. that's 1st time I'm that "big head prawn" Sad.. I cant survive without mobile only 1 day.. and these few days is the days I need mobile.. However thx god I can meet my friends successfully... sat I meet sonny luckily she can find me... the next day is joseph.. I ask him no need to be punctual.. but i earlier reach.. i always wait for 15 mins and i though he already forgot to meet me.. then I take a cab to sunway... What a silly action.. I thinking whether wanna watch movie or not.. But I dunno why I cant even have a mood to do so and I just think head back to the place I date joseph wait for him.. then I head back.. when I reach I just saw his car pass by ans he park aside.. finally we meet up.. Thx for his patience bringing me around looks for rooms we almost spend about 4 hrs for find rooms.. phew.. then finally i back hm..
These 2 days really tiring me...
Sigh after move out.. life getting bored.. :(((
But there have no choice I have to face it.. choice is chosen by myself cant even thinking of give up... Be strong. :)
Friday, September 4, 2009
So lonely and tired...
Now I only know cant survive without friends lolz..
thanks god.. I actually have a lot of friends around KL.. how silly I am..
Well so far I just knew 2 friend in my coll.. you know what.. my course only have about 4-5 students in a class.. what the heck?!
If they are no good then you're finish..
Hmmm.. so far, I'm not that really fully trust my classmate..
Cz one of them I just get to know is not that trustworthy.. hmmm maybe I'm picky...
Temporary just one of classmate looks friendly.. too bad,she not like Sim (well in english and chinese too) her only well in English.. I cant even communicate with her much lolz.. good thing is can learn from her..
This weekend gonna be fullbook...
sat date a friend from cheras and sunday date a friend for my mission at subang.. which is find a room~~~ (how nice if every weekend is like that)
I love to stay at my aunt hse.. but too bad.. her place too far away from coll..
the distance from the segamput KTM till Subang Jaya need to spend about 1 hr.
you can reach right in front of coll sharp 1 hr if you're lucky but.. too bad.. I have to spend 2 hrs for going to coll.. if 8am class.. I got to go at 6am ==|||
half an hr for waiting KTM.. 1 hr for KTM trip.. and about 25 mins for walking from subang KTM to my coll .. phew.. kinda tiring..
MUM I NEED CAR lolz...
cant even make a promise to friend my meet up for them in fixed time.. If i date them 7pm.. i guess i'll be there 7.30pm or more terrible 8pm..
KTM damn sux.. sumtimes may damage.. sumtimes may delay.. and sumtimes may stop on the half way.. grrrrrrrr
I dont wanna c'nue to have KTM life.. sux lolz.. but what can do I have no transport..
Better find somewhere near my coll.
Yesterday the only preciouse day to meet my besties Beryl.. lolz she only that day free and I busy like shit.. but still have meet up.. huhu.. have to wait few more weeks/months/year to meet again take good care my besties.. Nth wish to have.. just wish to have a magic door like doreamon's door.. can easily to go everywhere only a sec no transportation fees and wasting time.. and yea.. time is preciouse too.. I always have 2 choice for sacrifice.. money vs time.. is save time better take cab and spend more $$ but if save $$ have to waste more time..
Hmmm.. recently I getting enjoy economics sub.. thx Pn. Zakiah for teaching well lolz.. I use to hate and scare of economics.. this sem also have economics.. I like it.. about the account.. the lecturer too enjoy talking.. I prefer teaching with aids and example much lolz
Adious and have a nice weekened for everyone cheers~~
thanks god.. I actually have a lot of friends around KL.. how silly I am..
Well so far I just knew 2 friend in my coll.. you know what.. my course only have about 4-5 students in a class.. what the heck?!
If they are no good then you're finish..
Hmmm.. so far, I'm not that really fully trust my classmate..
Cz one of them I just get to know is not that trustworthy.. hmmm maybe I'm picky...
Temporary just one of classmate looks friendly.. too bad,she not like Sim (well in english and chinese too) her only well in English.. I cant even communicate with her much lolz.. good thing is can learn from her..
This weekend gonna be fullbook...
sat date a friend from cheras and sunday date a friend for my mission at subang.. which is find a room~~~ (how nice if every weekend is like that)
I love to stay at my aunt hse.. but too bad.. her place too far away from coll..
the distance from the segamput KTM till Subang Jaya need to spend about 1 hr.
you can reach right in front of coll sharp 1 hr if you're lucky but.. too bad.. I have to spend 2 hrs for going to coll.. if 8am class.. I got to go at 6am ==|||
half an hr for waiting KTM.. 1 hr for KTM trip.. and about 25 mins for walking from subang KTM to my coll .. phew.. kinda tiring..
MUM I NEED CAR lolz...
cant even make a promise to friend my meet up for them in fixed time.. If i date them 7pm.. i guess i'll be there 7.30pm or more terrible 8pm..
KTM damn sux.. sumtimes may damage.. sumtimes may delay.. and sumtimes may stop on the half way.. grrrrrrrr
I dont wanna c'nue to have KTM life.. sux lolz.. but what can do I have no transport..
Better find somewhere near my coll.
Yesterday the only preciouse day to meet my besties Beryl.. lolz she only that day free and I busy like shit.. but still have meet up.. huhu.. have to wait few more weeks/months/year to meet again take good care my besties.. Nth wish to have.. just wish to have a magic door like doreamon's door.. can easily to go everywhere only a sec no transportation fees and wasting time.. and yea.. time is preciouse too.. I always have 2 choice for sacrifice.. money vs time.. is save time better take cab and spend more $$ but if save $$ have to waste more time..
Hmmm.. recently I getting enjoy economics sub.. thx Pn. Zakiah for teaching well lolz.. I use to hate and scare of economics.. this sem also have economics.. I like it.. about the account.. the lecturer too enjoy talking.. I prefer teaching with aids and example much lolz
Adious and have a nice weekened for everyone cheers~~
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Okay, I mean it. Not.
I've tried to do this for the third time. FUCK! Anyway, it seems like I have to follow what the previous posts are about, or I'll seem rather out of place. So it's been 3 weeks since I was done with Inti. As of this moment, my future seems rather directionless. I have yet to receive a confirmation from the college I'm applying for. Life's rather dull recently, I just got back from Sarawak, and learnt a very important lesson. Looking forward to a seemingly endless list of tomorrows. Life sucks. It's too long to be anything but torment.
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
My 1st blog...
hihi all my dear fren.. finally i sign in dis blog :-P.... haha.. nw i cn '' geh bo'' over here jor ..
hii my all got ___ pow de fren.. i miss u guys so much..
today i meet the james n vic at 1 borneo oh.. both of them goin to watch movie together (super gay) haha.. then they asked me hw was my result. bla bla bla.. then i told them.. then they advise me go study eng oso lor. after tat go TARC to study.. but c hw la. then my mum knw i planning go study eng oso.. gud la she knew wut is my plan for next.. tmrw i will go KCC to ask.. coz heard james n roywoan said tat study at thr nt bad.. for me everything is d same la.. jz depend on myself wan to study hard o nt only.. :-).. s0... i will nt dissapoint to all my dear fren.. i will continue study de.. thx's ( claire, jojo n bong) for the advised ya.. i appreciated it de.. =]
hv fun in yr degree guys.. see ya.. and nitenite ^w^
Study Lfe Begin
Today is 1st day of my class.. thx god.. actually today already start the class but I nw just enrol.. means I din miss any class...
Felt this place is a stranger place of me.. I do not really kw INTI Subang well! gosh..
There not only 1 building for study...
Still gt 2 more place for class...
1st is the most nice big building.. well the rest 2 call as block A and B actually is around shoplot lolz...
I felt myself like a big baby when the 1st step on this Inti subang building.. I totally confuse and hard to find a classroom... so blur... luckily there have a nice staff bring me around.. enrol and dropping sub also she bring me around.. this kind of feeling cause I'm like a kindergarden students who loss in college lolz...
What a shame... after finish have a rush enrolment... I have to wait about 4 more hrs and back to coll exempted my MPW... I already take this sub.. but they do not kw and help me register this sub ==||| gosh i dun even wanna study this stupid sub again hahaha.. luckily i can exempted or else I might cry like hell
from enrol till nw all alone.... felt bored and I kw hung kor might having break time.. she might be free then make a call for her.. but who knows I felt a lil wanna cry.. start to hav homesick LOLZ... i plan to call claire.. then beryl bong and tan but i cant make it care I'll cry hahaha.. to be calm down have to concentrate busy other things.. but then when parents called me .. gosh.. tears continueing drop... and damn shamful cz I having lunch in a restaurant and the rest student around me also notice me.. all they looks like pity me... my goodness... so shame la...
Before that, I though today is mon day.. I though I already miss a class.. who knows today only have 1 sub.. and the sub begin from 12pm till 2pm.. and nw already 1pm.. have to rush back to class.. luckily I after enrol already survey around the coll then I straight away head to classroom.. the class almost end.. thx goodness they lecturer not even start the class yet ..only briefly describe the course structure and test book.. well have to work hard begin tml.. no more thinking of having fun and anything else.. 3 more yrs to go.. cant waste time and money ==
The diff in subang and sabah... hmmm.. whenever I talked I felt there have diff.. dun matter chinese or malay.. all "speaking english" my english damn rojak.. slower than them ==.. after finish class.. i just met a friendly classmate.. she's chinese but when she talk.. she also talking english and her english just like american lolz... however maybe it's good thing for me to start practice my english before plan to study in overseas... have to "xi guan" this kind of lifestyle..
One thing make me shock is the lecturer recommend us to make record when he teaching.. for us taking notes.. ow~~~ this sem of sub 30% coursework 70% final.. wow~ cant be lazy at final.. hahaha
Adious.. to be c'nue for coming news :)))) have to snap some pic to share later on ;)
Felt this place is a stranger place of me.. I do not really kw INTI Subang well! gosh..
There not only 1 building for study...
Still gt 2 more place for class...
1st is the most nice big building.. well the rest 2 call as block A and B actually is around shoplot lolz...
I felt myself like a big baby when the 1st step on this Inti subang building.. I totally confuse and hard to find a classroom... so blur... luckily there have a nice staff bring me around.. enrol and dropping sub also she bring me around.. this kind of feeling cause I'm like a kindergarden students who loss in college lolz...
What a shame... after finish have a rush enrolment... I have to wait about 4 more hrs and back to coll exempted my MPW... I already take this sub.. but they do not kw and help me register this sub ==||| gosh i dun even wanna study this stupid sub again hahaha.. luckily i can exempted or else I might cry like hell
from enrol till nw all alone.... felt bored and I kw hung kor might having break time.. she might be free then make a call for her.. but who knows I felt a lil wanna cry.. start to hav homesick LOLZ... i plan to call claire.. then beryl bong and tan but i cant make it care I'll cry hahaha.. to be calm down have to concentrate busy other things.. but then when parents called me .. gosh.. tears continueing drop... and damn shamful cz I having lunch in a restaurant and the rest student around me also notice me.. all they looks like pity me... my goodness... so shame la...
Before that, I though today is mon day.. I though I already miss a class.. who knows today only have 1 sub.. and the sub begin from 12pm till 2pm.. and nw already 1pm.. have to rush back to class.. luckily I after enrol already survey around the coll then I straight away head to classroom.. the class almost end.. thx goodness they lecturer not even start the class yet ..only briefly describe the course structure and test book.. well have to work hard begin tml.. no more thinking of having fun and anything else.. 3 more yrs to go.. cant waste time and money ==
The diff in subang and sabah... hmmm.. whenever I talked I felt there have diff.. dun matter chinese or malay.. all "speaking english" my english damn rojak.. slower than them ==.. after finish class.. i just met a friendly classmate.. she's chinese but when she talk.. she also talking english and her english just like american lolz... however maybe it's good thing for me to start practice my english before plan to study in overseas... have to "xi guan" this kind of lifestyle..
One thing make me shock is the lecturer recommend us to make record when he teaching.. for us taking notes.. ow~~~ this sem of sub 30% coursework 70% final.. wow~ cant be lazy at final.. hahaha
Adious.. to be c'nue for coming news :)))) have to snap some pic to share later on ;)
Saturday, August 29, 2009
StoP PuttinG YourSelf DowN
When you disregard your positive qualities by telling yourself, "I'm too fat, I'm no good, I lousy in everything, I never do anything right, somebody are laughing at me now, somebody dont like me," you'll always find verification of what you're looking for.
"Putting yourself down reinforces rather than corrects your imperfections by placing unnecessary attention and energy on everything that's wrong, rather than what's right with you. Why would you do this knowing the only possible result is a negative outlook, more negative feelings and less appreciation for the gift of life? People who regularly put themselves down are often seen as complainers, not to mention the example they set.
Everyone has aspects of themselves they'd like to improve, but this doesn't mean you should beat yourself up. Here on earth none of us is ever going to be perfect, but putting yourself down isn't the answer."
It's okay to work on improving yourself, but go easy; stop often and remind yourself that you're "being made new"...
** We always there when you need our help, so just stop putting yourself down and think positively, we always willing to help you, so please help yourself too and face the problem bravely*
!! HapPy Go LuckY !!
"Putting yourself down reinforces rather than corrects your imperfections by placing unnecessary attention and energy on everything that's wrong, rather than what's right with you. Why would you do this knowing the only possible result is a negative outlook, more negative feelings and less appreciation for the gift of life? People who regularly put themselves down are often seen as complainers, not to mention the example they set.
Everyone has aspects of themselves they'd like to improve, but this doesn't mean you should beat yourself up. Here on earth none of us is ever going to be perfect, but putting yourself down isn't the answer."
It's okay to work on improving yourself, but go easy; stop often and remind yourself that you're "being made new"...
** We always there when you need our help, so just stop putting yourself down and think positively, we always willing to help you, so please help yourself too and face the problem bravely*
!! HapPy Go LuckY !!
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Chance
Chance is like a meteor.
Once you miss a good chance you'll take a long time to have your 2nd chance.
How long could have a 2nd chance? a month, a year, a couple years.. or couple 10 yesrs? who knows.. :)))
Thus, whenever meet a good chance don't miss it. No worries and wonder much whenever meet the 1st chance. It's hard to be that lucky to have the 2nd chance as fast as you like or whenever you wish.
When you meet the chance, It's officially yours don't even hope you'll have 2nd chance. No consider, just accept. ;)
Anyone will easily miss their chance because of not dare to take risk to have a try, or they hard to let their preciouse things/people go. Then They choose to miss their chance. I felt it kinda waste.
I believe when chance is approach to us, we must try or accept it. I also believe chance will make something new. The ending will be different whenever we start to accept our chance.
Once you miss a good chance you'll take a long time to have your 2nd chance.
How long could have a 2nd chance? a month, a year, a couple years.. or couple 10 yesrs? who knows.. :)))
Thus, whenever meet a good chance don't miss it. No worries and wonder much whenever meet the 1st chance. It's hard to be that lucky to have the 2nd chance as fast as you like or whenever you wish.
When you meet the chance, It's officially yours don't even hope you'll have 2nd chance. No consider, just accept. ;)
Anyone will easily miss their chance because of not dare to take risk to have a try, or they hard to let their preciouse things/people go. Then They choose to miss their chance. I felt it kinda waste.
I believe when chance is approach to us, we must try or accept it. I also believe chance will make something new. The ending will be different whenever we start to accept our chance.
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Wondering~~~
hola all my frens! penny,jo, and claire how was ur holiday?!!!! having a great time? hahahaha.. well, i am having my confusing holiday which has joyful, sadness, blur... rili consufing me!! hahaha
but i am gonna join claire and james in KL :D
i may take my result together with Arizan, then maybe ask more about the degree thingy.. time passes really fast! next week, we have to be going back to the boring college, again! With friends, adding more interests and points why i would go to the boring college.. AHAHHAHA but of course, some friends will be leaving us.. =(
i can tell that my holiday is the weirdest i ever had b4! LOL
MISS YOU GALS! hope to see all of u soon!
MUAX MUAX :D:D
but i am gonna join claire and james in KL :D
i may take my result together with Arizan, then maybe ask more about the degree thingy.. time passes really fast! next week, we have to be going back to the boring college, again! With friends, adding more interests and points why i would go to the boring college.. AHAHHAHA but of course, some friends will be leaving us.. =(
i can tell that my holiday is the weirdest i ever had b4! LOL
MISS YOU GALS! hope to see all of u soon!
MUAX MUAX :D:D
Saturday, August 15, 2009
ThanksGivinG
Hey there....
Finally, we finish our foundation and waiting for the result..Now, everyone are having own semester break. Hmm~ what they are going to do during this semester break???? HAHAHA~ I will go to sarawak then KL and rafting ^^... Yeah~ My mama said that im so enjoy my life, then I told her that 'If one day the sky fall down,I will jz assume it as blanket only".. hahaha.. LOL..
Actually I miss my friends so much, especially jojo and sim... they are going to leave kk soon.. here to express thanks to them because always teach me and help me when i faced the schoolwork problems. Im really appreciated it.. Sim, thanks for the cookies..it really nice and I'm felt so touched that u keep your promise and made it for us! But...hmm~ izit next time u can make black&white dog cookies (DALMATION) hahahahaXD
Yeah~ tomorrow we will meet together and dinner at one borneo..STEAMBOAT.. yummy yummy... I love this GENG of friends... I wish we will have a great and wonderful night on tomorrow!!!! XP
Cheerssssssssssss..Muax muAx mUax XD
Finally, we finish our foundation and waiting for the result..Now, everyone are having own semester break. Hmm~ what they are going to do during this semester break???? HAHAHA~ I will go to sarawak then KL and rafting ^^... Yeah~ My mama said that im so enjoy my life, then I told her that 'If one day the sky fall down,I will jz assume it as blanket only".. hahaha.. LOL..
Actually I miss my friends so much, especially jojo and sim... they are going to leave kk soon.. here to express thanks to them because always teach me and help me when i faced the schoolwork problems. Im really appreciated it.. Sim, thanks for the cookies..it really nice and I'm felt so touched that u keep your promise and made it for us! But...hmm~ izit next time u can make black&white dog cookies (DALMATION) hahahahaXD
Yeah~ tomorrow we will meet together and dinner at one borneo..STEAMBOAT.. yummy yummy... I love this GENG of friends... I wish we will have a great and wonderful night on tomorrow!!!! XP
Cheerssssssssssss..Muax muAx mUax XD
Friday, August 14, 2009
New life is starting to begin
hey gals! i got my 1st post here.. hehehe paiseh bout it..
well, we finished our very last paper 2day!!! had movies.lunch together and SIM thanks for ur cute,creative and delicious cookies,appreciate it much! These indeed are really fun. BUT, this kind of moment we will not have frequently as always. Just like what James said, we left our memories there! hahaha
Since, Jo and sim are going to leave KK, Claire and I are going to enter degree, our life eventually is changing now again.. We will not have the chance to take lunch in Sempelang, Sinar Mustika, 38 and etc.. we may seldom meet Penny,James,Victor,Arizan and many of them!!!!
However, life is changing which is also a good thing! All of us pursue our dreams for a better life. We should not maintain the life,instead, upgrade it! live for life!! cheers for life! life is in our hand, we can mold it for our own good.So guys, dont easily give up! failure is a medium to let us know what is sucessful :D
My feeling is mixed up now.. hahaha excited, sad, happy, worry.. I love all of you guys!
CHEER FOR LIFE!
well, we finished our very last paper 2day!!! had movies.lunch together and SIM thanks for ur cute,creative and delicious cookies,appreciate it much! These indeed are really fun. BUT, this kind of moment we will not have frequently as always. Just like what James said, we left our memories there! hahaha
Since, Jo and sim are going to leave KK, Claire and I are going to enter degree, our life eventually is changing now again.. We will not have the chance to take lunch in Sempelang, Sinar Mustika, 38 and etc.. we may seldom meet Penny,James,Victor,Arizan and many of them!!!!
However, life is changing which is also a good thing! All of us pursue our dreams for a better life. We should not maintain the life,instead, upgrade it! live for life!! cheers for life! life is in our hand, we can mold it for our own good.So guys, dont easily give up! failure is a medium to let us know what is sucessful :D
My feeling is mixed up now.. hahaha excited, sad, happy, worry.. I love all of you guys!
CHEER FOR LIFE!
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Dreams and Lessons
Final will be ended by tomorow. So, excited.
Although I'm exited my coming life around KL, but I am so worry about my parents and my friend. My friend will be alone at KL. Besides, I wish my parent will not worry me much too.
However, life is to improve. This is my choice, I wish I could fulfill my dream for my coming life in KL. Hmmm... Before, my objective in KL only want to leave my parents because I dislike to be control. But time getting nearer. My mind already different. I go to KL not because of them anymore. First, KL have a lot of choice part time career for me and I can persue my dream which is photography. I love to take photos. It gonna be my hobbies seem THIS YEAR lolz.. surprice. I enjoy taking nice view, landscaping, any movement and (special moment). I wish my dream can come true. But, now it isn't time for me to do. My 1st mission is to complete my accounting course. I hope I wont waste my parents money anymore. Last time was my first failure, I don't wanna have 2nd time. Although I have been waste my times and parents money, but I have learn a lot of things. Make a choice I like always, not to find a choice which only will have income but have no interesting on it.
I was so regret the way of thinking my parents. I always think they like to control people. But I'm totally wrong. All they wanna do is help me. I never understand their feeling. However, My choice is leaving. I felt KL is the wide way for me to fulfill my dreams. That's why...
I believe any parents will care their own son and daughter. The way they care are different. Some like to say or scold, some love to help their children arrange anything. And yes, anyone will think I always listen to my parents. I think I do not have any fault, if I never listen their advice, I'll regret. I use to have a lesson whenever I ignore my parents' advice. I also believe whenever you down, the 1st person who can sense and also start to worry you is your parents. Although I do not have parents experience, but I always care and worry about my friends whenever they have big trouble or inccident. So, I can slightly know the parents feeling.
And of course I appreciate all my lovely friends much =) Without the encouragement from my true friends, I wont be tough like the first day you all get to know me until today. lolz
Although I'm exited my coming life around KL, but I am so worry about my parents and my friend. My friend will be alone at KL. Besides, I wish my parent will not worry me much too.
However, life is to improve. This is my choice, I wish I could fulfill my dream for my coming life in KL. Hmmm... Before, my objective in KL only want to leave my parents because I dislike to be control. But time getting nearer. My mind already different. I go to KL not because of them anymore. First, KL have a lot of choice part time career for me and I can persue my dream which is photography. I love to take photos. It gonna be my hobbies seem THIS YEAR lolz.. surprice. I enjoy taking nice view, landscaping, any movement and (special moment). I wish my dream can come true. But, now it isn't time for me to do. My 1st mission is to complete my accounting course. I hope I wont waste my parents money anymore. Last time was my first failure, I don't wanna have 2nd time. Although I have been waste my times and parents money, but I have learn a lot of things. Make a choice I like always, not to find a choice which only will have income but have no interesting on it.
I was so regret the way of thinking my parents. I always think they like to control people. But I'm totally wrong. All they wanna do is help me. I never understand their feeling. However, My choice is leaving. I felt KL is the wide way for me to fulfill my dreams. That's why...
I believe any parents will care their own son and daughter. The way they care are different. Some like to say or scold, some love to help their children arrange anything. And yes, anyone will think I always listen to my parents. I think I do not have any fault, if I never listen their advice, I'll regret. I use to have a lesson whenever I ignore my parents' advice. I also believe whenever you down, the 1st person who can sense and also start to worry you is your parents. Although I do not have parents experience, but I always care and worry about my friends whenever they have big trouble or inccident. So, I can slightly know the parents feeling.
And of course I appreciate all my lovely friends much =) Without the encouragement from my true friends, I wont be tough like the first day you all get to know me until today. lolz
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Precious for you
鸿歌...那是我的心意...这一次不要再delete 哦...好心痛...:PPP
我们大家也认识了一段时间.感觉大家好象昨天认识.觉得好惊喜你说要做一个blog让我们大家一起分享彼此的故事,经历,感想.今天我的灵感有限.也许没那么多话说.
我很明白你的好意.我会好好珍惜你们.当我过去那儿时,一定会带许多精彩`以及有趣的事与大家分享.
那我很希望大家回分享更多的快乐事物在这里...:)
既然大家那么有心,那我最想看到的就是大家的笑容.你们必须保持那些精神.无论遇到生气`伤心`气馁的事...我好希望你们也会写在这儿.虽然我不会很厉害安慰你们,可是可以当你们的读众.哈哈...
我知道你会想念我的,我相信大家一定有机会在见面的...不要忘记现在刚刚还在大考哦.还有蛮多时间. :P
我相信朋友会增加,好的朋友就要保留...
希望去到西马也会遇到一班象你们那么活泼可爱的朋友.哈哈...
人最重要的就是找到快乐.没什么比快乐重要了.我觉得快乐才能把事情做的有意思.所以我没什么要求.就是一直不停的快乐...哈哈.所以很多人都说我很喜欢笑...因为我觉得笑真的是最好的良药...:PPPP
看,我的毛病有发作了...又来废话一大堆了...先说到这里...
有一句话我蛮喜欢的:
"排除万难,才会有奇迹"
a.k.a
"Out of difficulties,makes miracle"
小姐们,祝我们考试成功~!大家努力~!加油!! :)
我们大家也认识了一段时间.感觉大家好象昨天认识.觉得好惊喜你说要做一个blog让我们大家一起分享彼此的故事,经历,感想.今天我的灵感有限.也许没那么多话说.
我很明白你的好意.我会好好珍惜你们.当我过去那儿时,一定会带许多精彩`以及有趣的事与大家分享.
那我很希望大家回分享更多的快乐事物在这里...:)
既然大家那么有心,那我最想看到的就是大家的笑容.你们必须保持那些精神.无论遇到生气`伤心`气馁的事...我好希望你们也会写在这儿.虽然我不会很厉害安慰你们,可是可以当你们的读众.哈哈...
我知道你会想念我的,我相信大家一定有机会在见面的...不要忘记现在刚刚还在大考哦.还有蛮多时间. :P
我相信朋友会增加,好的朋友就要保留...
希望去到西马也会遇到一班象你们那么活泼可爱的朋友.哈哈...
人最重要的就是找到快乐.没什么比快乐重要了.我觉得快乐才能把事情做的有意思.所以我没什么要求.就是一直不停的快乐...哈哈.所以很多人都说我很喜欢笑...因为我觉得笑真的是最好的良药...:PPPP
看,我的毛病有发作了...又来废话一大堆了...先说到这里...
有一句话我蛮喜欢的:
"排除万难,才会有奇迹"
a.k.a
"Out of difficulties,makes miracle"
小姐们,祝我们考试成功~!大家努力~!加油!! :)
The Beginning
Hi everyone, Jojo, im sorry to use the title of "the beginning", coz u had used for it just now... lol.. I accidently delete the blogspot jz now, then I have to make it again.. haha
Well, this blogspot are own by Me, Jojo, Bong n Penny, the reason that I make this account because of my "sopo" frenZzz... especially JOJO.. she will further study at subang..Hmm..I'll miss her very much.. I want her write down all the feelings / comment or anything that can be express in this blog! HAhahA.. Sure for others too.. ^^
Hmm~ Here got smthing that I want to share with everyone...^^ '
We can't go back or turn back to our past life and make things different. We need to keep move forward in our life. There maybe have something that we unable to get rid of, but there are three Scriptural steps we can take to get up, get over it and move on: (1) Forgive what others have done to you(2) Forgive yourself for what you've done (3) Believe that God has truly forgiven you and act on it.
Sometimes we hold onto the past because we believe there's something there we think we still need. We cling to certain things because we fear we'll never be able to replace them. No, God has more in store for you. If you've entrusted your future to Him you haven't seen your best days yet. There's more ahead of you than behind you. God promises: "Beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness" (Isaiah 61:3 NKJV). So in God's strength get up, get over it and move on!
But sure that our Family & True Friends will be our best partner and help us to pass through all the difficulties. ^^
Well, this blogspot are own by Me, Jojo, Bong n Penny, the reason that I make this account because of my "sopo" frenZzz... especially JOJO.. she will further study at subang..Hmm..I'll miss her very much.. I want her write down all the feelings / comment or anything that can be express in this blog! HAhahA.. Sure for others too.. ^^
Hmm~ Here got smthing that I want to share with everyone...^^ '
We can't go back or turn back to our past life and make things different. We need to keep move forward in our life. There maybe have something that we unable to get rid of, but there are three Scriptural steps we can take to get up, get over it and move on: (1) Forgive what others have done to you(2) Forgive yourself for what you've done (3) Believe that God has truly forgiven you and act on it.
Sometimes we hold onto the past because we believe there's something there we think we still need. We cling to certain things because we fear we'll never be able to replace them. No, God has more in store for you. If you've entrusted your future to Him you haven't seen your best days yet. There's more ahead of you than behind you. God promises: "Beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness" (Isaiah 61:3 NKJV). So in God's strength get up, get over it and move on!
But sure that our Family & True Friends will be our best partner and help us to pass through all the difficulties. ^^
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